when they know they're your heart; (CLOSED)

[gandere]

WHO: Rin Tohsaka (gandere) & Kariya Matou (waiting_for_the_worms)
WHAT: A certain droning cuts deeper than anything Mayfield's ever done
WHERE: Mayfield neighborhood
WHEN: Sometime last week
WARNINGS: N/A

[ For Rin Tohsaka, there was no other man greater in her eyes than her father. This was a truth that could never be warped no matter what atrocities he may have committed as a magus. In her mind it was necessary and he would never engage in an act without meaning. While most of the others in her life may argue that, Rin held him dearly above the rest.

His time here in Mayfield was a blessing. It left her elevated and on a high unlike anything before. There had been times she could be described as content in Mayfield (with Sakura, with Archer, with Shirou - all of these people could cause her to bring out a relaxed smile), but with her father here? She was happy. Already she was willing to do anything he asks of her, losing memories and her abilities briefly just to make him stand on equal footing with her.

So when she discovers that Tokiomi has been droned, she spends a lot more time around his house as though she's waiting. It's only a matter of time before he comes back to normal, right? Today though, she will be stuck outside his house, having been asked to leave. And yes, she's stubborn enough to sit out there for hours on end. Late at night, she's still out there, waiting for her beloved father to be fixed. ]

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[gandere]

What good is it if you can't help?

[ Rin has always been selfish, but she doesn't mean to be in this situation. It just slips out. ]

[waiting_for_the_worms]

Because at least then you don't have to face whatever's bothering you alone. This is that 'moral support' thing I was telling you about last time.

[gandere]

This 'moral support' thing doesn't make any sense. If you're unable to help, how can you face what's bothering me as well? It's annoying.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

It's called sympathy, Rin.

[gandere]

[ What's that? ] Sympathy... I don't really need that though. I need someone who can help me kick the butt of whatever is bothering me.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

What's bothering you right now, then?

[gandere]

[ Looking back over her shoulder at the house behind her. ] Father.

[ An open invitation to kick Tokiomi's ass!! ]

[waiting_for_the_worms]

[Kariya laughs a little, shaking his head.]

You want me to drag him out here and rough him up a little for you?

[gandere]

It might cheer me up some. [ Propping her head up with both of her hands. ]

[waiting_for_the_worms]

Really? You're serious?

[He was half-joking there.]

[gandere]

[ Rin's a problem solver. If things can't be fixed through magic, then she solves them the next best way. ]

If you don't want to do it, you should keep from making offers.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

Well, if that's what you really want...

[He can't say it's not something he's always wanted to do, either, so maybe this will be good therapy for both of them. Kariya stands up and heads toward the house, rapping on the door roughly.]

Tokiomi! Get out here!

[gandere]

Huh, you're really going to do it?

[ Turning onto her knees and hands, she looks up at him and the door, watching intently. ]

[waiting_for_the_worms]

[Eventually, the drone they want shows up to the door. Kariya doesn't waste any time in grabbing him by his shirt collar before he can even speak, throwing him to the ground behind him, and closing the door.]

There. Now get up. Get up and look at the daughter you made worry so much that she sat up outside waiting for you all night long. The daughter you wouldn't even praise unless she did what you wanted her to do. The daughter whose sister you traded away without a second thought, all for your own ambition.

[He kicks the drone.]

Get up.

[And again.]

I said get up, damn it! Look at her! Look at Rin!

[If she's going to intervene, it should probably be now, before Kariya just beats the fucking tar out of Tokiomi's drone. He's been calm up until now, but this thing's smiling face is just pissing him off, and all of the rage he'd been quietly suppressing while he was here for Rin's sake is boiling up to the surface.]

[gandere]

[ It's only when the drone insists that Rin isn't his daughter that she leaps up to her feet, quickly trying to make it to her uncle's side. ]

Uncle Kariya! [ With that, she tries to grab at his arm in an clingy manner. ] Let's just... let's just go!

[waiting_for_the_worms]

Not your daughter? You piece of shit!

[It takes him a moment or two to register that Rin's even there through his blind rage, but eventually he seems to notice that she's tugging on him.]

R-Rin...

[And all at once, the realization of what he'd just done hits him like a ton of bricks. It's enough to cause him to stagger backward, very nearly falling over if not for Rin's grip on his arm. Tokiomi's drone disappears back into the house as Kariya stares blankly at his back, breathing heavily.]

[gandere]

[ Hugging his arm close to her chest, Rin nuzzles her face affectionately against it. ]

Uncle Kariya... please, let's leave. [ Her fingers grip him tightly. ] Please. Please let's just go.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

A-all right...

[He takes another deep breath, slowly collecting himself before turning away from the house.]

...I'm sorry, Rin.

[gandere]

It'll be okay. [ A comforting tone even though she's still shaky, she tugs on him to try to lead him away. ] You know... it did feel nice to see that.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

...It did?

[He can't really conceive of how she could possibly have been comforted by something like that, but it does make him smile just a little.]

Well, as long as it made you feel better. It felt good doing it too, even if I did get carried away.

[gandere]

I love my father, but that man... he is no longer my father. He's just someone else using his appearance to get to me.

[ Turning her body, she'll move to try to walk away from the house fully. ]

What you said though. [ Pausing. ] Did you mean all of it?

[waiting_for_the_worms]

[His rage sated for the time being, Kariya has no problems following her away from the house.]

...You mean before, just now?

[A momentary expression of mild embarrassment crosses his face, but he nods back slowly.]

Yeah, I did.

[gandere]

It'd be unwise to tell him that to his face, Uncle Kariya.

[ Rin looks up towards the sky as they walk, almost as though she was unable to look at him. ] My father can be a powerful man. Not that I'm saying you're weak or anything, just that you need your skills to be more refined.

[waiting_for_the_worms]

No, it's true... I am weak.

[It's something he's known for a long time now. He was too weak to stop Aoi from marrying Tokiomi in the first place, too weak to accept his role in the Matou family, too weak to win the war and save Sakura... he was even too weak to wreak his vengeance against the man who stole everything from him. Even with the Blade Wing Worms, he wasn't able to touch him. The defeat had been humiliating.]

[gandere]

He could kill me too, you know.

[ She doesn't hesitate to say that much. ] In fact, a part of me wondered if he would.

[ Reluctantly, she goes to grab at her left arm tightly out of fear. ]