godcomplexed: (the lonely angel)
the doctor ([personal profile] godcomplexed) wrote in [community profile] mayfield_logs2012-03-01 10:11 pm

a falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eye

Who: The Doctor and River Song
Where: River's House and the TARDIS
Why: Discussing the droning of the Ponds
When: Tonight.



[The Doctor feels nothing. He feels everything. He feels like time has stopped since he noticed Rory's droning. A sense of loss that's shaken him deep to his core and penetrated his very soul. He feels heavy, weighted down from grief.

And he hates himself for feeling that way. Amy and Rory are safer back home, away from this town, off to build a life together. A happy life. A life without him. He tries to swallow his lonliness. But it stews inside of him like a poison.

He finds himself wandering in the TARDIS, flipping levers. But she's a smart old girl and she takes him exactly where he should be right now.

With River. The TARDIS appears in her room.]
littlebluebook: († call my name)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-02 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ River is enjoying a little R&R after shirking her duties as a housewife. Really, she's going to have to find better ways to spend her days, even if it means one of the few demeaning jobs available to women around here. She'll find a way to make it fun.

She sits upright at the sudden appearance, laughing at herself for even being startled in the first place. She calls out to him in a sing song voice. ]


Doctor?
littlebluebook: († praying you will)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-02 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ As soon as she actually sees him the smile drops. She's on her feet in an instant to help guide him to the bed, keeping her arms loosely around him. When she speaks again her voice is quiet, the previous playfulness nowhere to be found. ]

Doctor?
littlebluebook: († in my soul)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-02 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Everything alright?

[ Though it's obvious enough that everything isn't alright. She tries to comfort him in the meantime, rubbing his back gently. ]
littlebluebook: († silence is the space between)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-02 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ She wasn't even aware he was here in the first place, so she just nods curtly. ]

I'm sorry.
littlebluebook: († I'd take you now)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-07 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Now what good will that kind of talk do you?
littlebluebook: († in my soul)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-07 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ She shakes her head slightly, lowering her voice. ]

You have to let it go, love.
littlebluebook: († your dimension)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-07 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ She frowns, withdrawing slightly from him. ]

You know that's not what I meant.
littlebluebook: († if I could I'd make you whole)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-07 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ She laughs gently, nudging him with her elbow. ]

If only it were that easy.
littlebluebook: († time alone)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-07 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ She remains sitting, reaching to stroke his hair. ]

You'll be alright.
littlebluebook: († if I could I'd make you whole)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-12 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
We both know they will be.
littlebluebook: († if I could)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-12 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
I don't even have my journal anymore, how am I supposed to know?
littlebluebook: († your dimension)

[personal profile] littlebluebook 2012-03-12 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ With mock offense: ] Are you calling me a liar?