Memory Corrupt General Log

[ourlittlehelpers]

Who: Everyone
What: Memory Corrupt Event
When: Friday, June 1st to Tuesday, June 5th
Warnings: Please put any and all warnings in subject headers.

[It's strange. You can't quite put your finger on it, but there's something different about today. Not only might you feel different but your families, your friends, practically everything is different.

Can you remember a moment more peculiar than this? Actually...

What do you remember?]

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[gandere]

Or a dance when I don't really want to dance. [ Even if she did end up enjoying herself in the end. ] As for that man, it shouldn't bother me except that I remember getting along with him when he first showed up. He said he was proud of me.

[ It doesn't add up with her memories. Inconsistencies have always bothered her, but now they're at a level where ignoring them was impossible. ]

Wait a second, did you just say 'friend'?

[adropofjupiter]

[Marisa knows Rin liked the dance. She just needs to be... pushed a little into things. Such is what is needed when one is friends or other things with a tsundere.]

Maybe this town messed with him. Give it some time to see if it sticks.

[Marisa turned just a bit more toward Rin, crossing her leg toward the other mage.]

And I did, but I'm not so sure 'friend' is the right word...

[gandere]

[ It may have been enjoyable, but it's not like she would never admit that, s-stupid, etc. ]

It might have, but it's not worth going back on. Besides, we've got more important things to discuss. [ Rin will turn to match her. ] So you don't consider me a friend now? Geez, that's the quickest take-back I've ever witnessed.

[adropofjupiter]

I didn't say that, ze. I'm just not sure that's the best way to phrase it. At the very least... friends, yes.

But... There is something I've been wanting to do, Rin. Indulge me?

[gandere]

[ There's a part of her that wants to argue against it, to deny her, but on the other hand, why would she ever deny Marisa? ]

Fine, I suppose I've got nothing else better to do.

[adropofjupiter]

Thank you.

[And, fingertips resting against Rin's jaw, Marisa leans in to softly kiss the other girl.]

[gandere]

[ It's a strange kiss and at first, Rin doesn't grasp the situation fully. When Lancer grabs at her to draw her in near, it's always done in a rough manner that leaves her completely charmed by him. Marisa, on the other hand, was gentle?

When she does realize what's going on, Rin finds herself paralyzed in place. It wasn't a spell (even if she wants to convince herself that it was), but it left her drained of any potential resistance. ]

[adropofjupiter]

[Marisa always started out gentle and worked her way up. It was partly because she usually sleeps with a woman that can't handle roughness and unrestraint, but she was also unsure if Rin would be accepting of this.

The lack of resistance is noted, but so is the not kissing back. And that kind of bums Marisa, but she's not being pushed back. And this is Rin. If Rin doesn't want something, she stops it. And she's not stopping the witch.

So, hand moving to rest on the side of her neck, Marisa kissed Rin again, more firmly this time.]

[gandere]

[ There's alarms going off in her mind that this was wrong. Surely Lancer was going to be upset with her if she kisses her in return, but the urge to refuses to fade away. When there's someone being this gentle and affectionate towards you, it's only fair to return it just as much?

And besides, would Lancer really be all that disappointed? Two girls kissing each other... It's ideal for what she is, right?

Reluctantly returning it with as minimal amount of effort as possible (no one ever said she was great at this), she pulls away after a moment. ]

T-There! I did it!

[adropofjupiter]

You're not exactly enthused by it.

[Yeah, Marisa was still bummed, but at least Rin did sort of kiss back. Sort of. The witch leans back against the tree and plays a little with her braid. Maybe even nervously.]

Thanks for indulging me...

[gandere]

[ Rin will move to lean back as well, desperate to calm herself down. When it comes to intimacy, whether it's with someone she trusts or not, every muscle in her body tenses up and her stomach knots so much that she's certain it'll never find itself straight again.

This feeling alone conflicts with what she's known all of her life. Her mind is full of memories of intimacy with someone, but there are shadows that keep her from distinguishing who it was. It wasn't the first time she's endured this feeling, so there's no doubt of whether they are real or not. ]

When am I ever excited about anything in this drab town? [ Kicking a leg idly. ] You're not going to be upset with me now, are you?

[adropofjupiter]

Nah. Disappointed, yeah, but that's more cause I like you than anything you did. [Or didn't do.] You're hard to read, ze. Makes a girl not sure where she stands with you. Now I know.

[Marisa then flashed her normal grin at Rin.]

But at least I got it out of my system.

[gandere]

Where you stand? [ Hmph. ] If I couldn't stand you, I would have blasted a hole in your face.

[ Or at least light her hair on fire. In all honesty, Marisa's gotten something that no other person would have. Even Lancer got wailed on for their first kiss. People beaten for hugging her and wild Gandr for those who flirt with her. ]

Geez... Who would have thought a dumb kiss could be so complicated? Now I'm going to have to think about your words and everything.

[adropofjupiter]

There's different levels of standing someone, ze. I know that my intact face is a testament that you have some interest in me. Just not as much as I'd been hoping.

Heh. At least that's how it seems. And my kiss isn't dumb, ze. I'm pretty damn good at it. Nothing that good is dumb~