Kyo heard her, and he knew that Satou was trying to reach out to him. Paralysis kept him still, the state of indecision gnawing at him. Things were only going to get worse in time if he let himself go out of control, go out of his mind. And yet, the only thing he could think of was that he could only hurt people. Not help them, or protect them, not even talk to them properly.
It was only because this person in front of him looked and acted as she did, that he took a chance and stayed put, explain himself, rather than just run away.
Because of what stopped him before. Because of who stopped him before.
"I'm not good company," he blurted bluntly, his tone harsh. "I can't promise I won't hurt you with who I am... what I am. I've already said harsh things to people here. I don't know what else I'll do later on." He also had no idea if, or rather when, his curse would return. If that flying cat from before was right, he might get it back whether he wanted it or not.
"It'd be better for everyone if they had nothing to do with me." Kyo said, gritting his teeth. He got up, moments to leaving his seat and leaving, still not looking at Satou. At least he got what he wanted to say off his chest, to warn her about himself.
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Kyo heard her, and he knew that Satou was trying to reach out to him. Paralysis kept him still, the state of indecision gnawing at him. Things were only going to get worse in time if he let himself go out of control, go out of his mind. And yet, the only thing he could think of was that he could only hurt people. Not help them, or protect them, not even talk to them properly.
It was only because this person in front of him looked and acted as she did, that he took a chance and stayed put, explain himself, rather than just run away.
Because of what stopped him before. Because of who stopped him before.
"I'm not good company," he blurted bluntly, his tone harsh. "I can't promise I won't hurt you with who I am... what I am. I've already said harsh things to people here. I don't know what else I'll do later on." He also had no idea if, or rather when, his curse would return. If that flying cat from before was right, he might get it back whether he wanted it or not.
"It'd be better for everyone if they had nothing to do with me." Kyo said, gritting his teeth. He got up, moments to leaving his seat and leaving, still not looking at Satou. At least he got what he wanted to say off his chest, to warn her about himself.