[Kariya shudders. Going through this all over again is breaking him. It was bad enough the first time, but here... he'll die over and over from the worms, and for no reason at all. At least at home he had a goal. Something to fight for. Something to focus on. But here, there's no Grail, and Sakura's a drone. His entire reason for taking on this burden is meaningless in Mayfield, and all that's been left behind is despair and a hole in his heart.]
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[Kariya shudders. Going through this all over again is breaking him. It was bad enough the first time, but here... he'll die over and over from the worms, and for no reason at all. At least at home he had a goal. Something to fight for. Something to focus on. But here, there's no Grail, and Sakura's a drone. His entire reason for taking on this burden is meaningless in Mayfield, and all that's been left behind is despair and a hole in his heart.]