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father abel nightroad. ([personal profile] bloodsugar) wrote in [community profile] mayfield_logs2012-02-03 01:42 pm

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Who: Cain and Abel
What: All the sadfacing. Mama Abel babbying Cain.
Where: Nightroad residence.
When: Before Mrs. Johnson's phone call on the 1st.
Warnings: Hallucinations/adorable child in pain? Maybe clinical usage of sedatives etc. Nothing too bad here.

It had been several days since Cain had been returned to him -- dumped outside of the hospital like the others, left to endure pain and suffer in the recesses of his own mind. His perpetually smiling, cheerful and upbeat twin-turned-little brother had been reduced to a creature living in constant fear... constant fear, and constant agony. He had gone searching more than once in the recesses of the hospital and pharmacy's stores for drug suitable to ease his suffering; it killed Abel to see Cain this way, down to his bones. There was nothing he could do... nothing, to make this better. It was a game of survival. To keep his brother alive and as painless as possible, until they could discover a means by which to reverse this.

Abel is headed back into the house, a brown paper bag in hand filled with various sedatives and painkillers, clean syringes, and IV bags; Cain was sometimes too terrified to so much as perform the basic functions like eating and spent most of his days sleeping them away, so he had to be sure that his age-regressed twin didn't simply wither away. Shrugging out of his coat and leaving it at the door, he heads up the stairs and toward the child's bedroom, quietly unlocking it before stepping inside. The curtains were drawn low to block out the light and let him sleep undisturbed as much as to block out the chaos that was unraveling in the streets.

Mayfield had literally gone to Hell.

It almost seemed that Mrs. Johnson would keep her word and take every single one of them into that mysterious 'factory' of hers -- leave them mutilated or otherwise bastardized versions of themselves in mind, body, or spirit -- sometimes all three. He didn't understand... couldn't understand this; even if the worst days of his life when his heart had been consumed by a sick hatred for man, he had never gone to such lengths to make another people suffer. Even a monster hadn't had the stomach for this.

He closes the door, softly -- putting the bag aside and letting tired eyes adjust to the low light, before he's pulling the chair up beside the bed to sit in it. Fingers reach for the IV currently dripping to test its condition, before he rests his palm lightly over his twin's brow.

...He is beginning to think the life waiting for him on Mars is less cruel than this. Even... knowing how it would end.

This isn't living at all. His brother is a suffering ghost. A small and helpless child enduring something terrible for no reason at all...
kinship: ([angry] i see you)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Cain barely remembered anything of the last few days, it was a blur of agony and faces that twisted and warped above tired eyes. He had been in pain before, as a clone it was something that they had both had to get used to early on, but it had never been like this... nothing so enduring and all-consuming; they hadn't wanted to endanger their investment, after all.

But even the pain would have been easy to cope with if it hadn't been for the fear. Cain was unused to fear and feeling vulnerable, he had become practised at hiding these things to present a veneer of strength - confident in his own abilities to make sure he came out of any situation on top.

Not this time.

So sure was he that he was going to be killed, the threat omnipresent and oppressive, that any rational thoughts scrambled and fled before they had chance to properly form. It left him breathless and panting, aching with exhaustion from a perpetual state of heightened adrenaline and struggles.

He is half conscious as he feels someone touch his brow, eyelids like lead sliding open so he could look up at a familiar face, for once not contorted by hallucinations.

"...Abel."
kinship: ([neutral] other side of the glass)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps it was the sheer amount of sedatives in his body now, or perhaps his brain was simply too tired to allow itself to be stimulated into fear, but he was lucid enough to see it was his brother this time.

Relief is evident in his eyes... he's safe now, his brother is with him, and that means he won't be hurt. They are still after him, they still want him dead, but he's not alone with it any more.

"Everything hurts."
kinship: ([happy] hopeful)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah."

He was pretty sure of that - everything might hurt, but he was strong and invulnerable to harm. Or invulnerable to injury, at least, the only thing that could hurt him were the people trying to kill him.

"I can sit up."
kinship: ([angry] glare)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
His limbs protest movement and he feels heavy from the drugs still in his system, leaning on Abel as he was helped upright against the pillows.

Lucid for the moment, he still seemed unable to force thoughts above a basic level, and even then with concentration. He doesn't understand why this was happening, it seemed... pointless.
kinship: ([neutral] two halves)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Obeying him, letting the water slip down his throat soothingly, he nodded shallowly... go and fetch the medicine, bro, he'll be okay here. Except... the mention of medicine was making the fear rise again, though more slowly than it had been doing.

It was like a battle inside him, half wanting to believe Abel was fetching something to help with the pain and half screaming that it was a trap and he was about to be drugged ready to be killed.
kinship: ([sad] serious)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Two tiny and innocuous looking pills, yet they hiked the panic right up until it was bubbling just underneath the surface. He could hear the malevolent undertone in Abel's voice, the barely concealed eagerness and glee for a plan working out well... he was dying for Cain to take these tablets and then-- well, then he knew what would happen.

"No."

The refusal was hoarse, throat tight as he turned his head away from the pill bottle and Abel's hand, tensing.
kinship: ([neutral] listen)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
How would that be any proof? He could easily have one dud pill in there that he could take, and the rest be real... or have taken an antidote previously to negate any effects, or--

Shifting slightly next to Abel, he tried to subtly test how strong his legs were feeling right now. Would he be able to make a break for it in the split-second while his 'brother' was distracted taking one himself.

"...okay."
kinship: ([sad] tired)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
That was a flawed line of logic, he could just have been trying to build Cain's trust so that he lets his guard down (completely ignoring that he has been unconscious and vulnerable to attack countless times), then he can be easy prey.

He doesn't know what to think, there's just a voice in the back of his head thrumming... get away, get away, get away, before it's too late!

"Take one."
kinship: ([angry] i see you)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

He just wants the chance to get away, to dart for the window or the stairs - he's not worried about the drop, he's absolutely confident that he's invulnerable to harm, though the stairs are a better bet in case the window is locked or won't open.

"...I'll believe you."
kinship: ([neutral] strategist)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
As soon as Abel is dealing with the minor distraction of taking a pill, Cain is out of bed and running for the door at top speed. His limbs might ache viciously with fatigue and that ever-present pain, but adrenaline and fear are powerful motivators.

Heart thudding, he practically jumps the banister, half sliding down the rail towards the door. Desperation fuelling him as he tries to get the hell away before he's captured again.
kinship: ([neutral] reaching out)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
How...

How had Abel moved fast enough to be in front of him?! He knows a clone's speed (and he really hasn't experienced what Crusnik is capable of yet), so he knows there is no way it can be him. It must be an imposter, one who had just given himself away in order to catch him.

Letting out a blood-curdling scream that would make any of the neighbours believe he was actually being murdered right then and there, he started to thrash in what was becoming an old song and dance now.
kinship: ([neutral] listen)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Even Abel's silence was twisted by the potent drugs, so kindly introduced to his system by Mrs. Johnson, seeing it as the silence of an executioner marching their victim to the guillotine.

Sobbing and beating on Abel's chest fruitlessly, he squirmed and fought on his lap, completely oblivious to how this was hurting his brother's heart.

Outside on the landing, the drone!Astha popped her head around the door and gave them both a wide smile. "Look at my boys playing rough-housing! Don't you two scrappers forget dinner, we're having fish tonight!"
kinship: ([neutral] other side of the glass)

[personal profile] kinship 2012-02-03 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Astha didn't seem to mind being shut out so completely, as she could be heard humming a tuneless and yet industrious tune as she went back to dusting the hallway.

Cain... wants to believe Abel, he truly does, nothing tears him apart like the sensation that his brother might not be all he seems. Abel is his whole world, his other half, to not trust him is to not trust himself and that way lies madness.

Sweat is already slicking his brow from the exertion of fighting, but he needs... needs to get away. It's such a complete belief that it's wiped everything else away, his only reply to Abel is a tiny pleading whimper, a wordless plea to be set free.

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